Always together

It doesn't matter the situation;

It doensn't matter the place;

Physical appearance is not important....

Real friends are gonna be together, no matter what happens, where they are and what they are going trhough...

Sad but true!

It's hard to understand how things go in our life. And it's sad when we have things differently from what we wanted.


When I care about somebody, for example, I don't wait for this person's caring about me. I just wish this person could be grateful for what I've done for her/him.


I guess I did too much, hoping that I could be a nice person who you could trust. I was obviously just another one who tried to be your friend and you didn't want to, though.


What should I do from now and on?


Give up on you?


Pretend that I don't care anymore and "don't" see when your not fine?


I don't know how to be this kind of friend. I just don't know how to be a "bitch" as friend.


But an honest friend is not what you want. You keep people who can bring some minutes of joy in your life, and I never did that.


I'm so sorry about it. I feel like I've lost you forever, and I can't control this pain in my heart.


But as you said, I'll have to deal with it...Even if it's not what I wanted.


God will be with you, and I guess it was the only way I found to say good bye.


It's hard to say, but it's time to say good bye.


You asked, you tried and you got it.

Hoje...

eu só quero saber de mim.


Só quero saber das coisas que me dão alegria, das pessoas que me fazem sentir bem.


Hoje serei egoísta. Não pensarei nos seus problemas, não serei amiga. Serei a vilã!


Correrei atrás dos meus objetivos, lutarei por mim, serei minha amiga, minha melhor amiga.

Recomeçar!

"Não importa aonde você parou...
Em que momento da vida você cansou...
O que importa é que sempre é possível e necessário "Recomeçar".
Recomeçar é dar uma chance a si mesmo...
É renovar as esperanças na vida e o mais importante... 
Acreditar em você de novo.
Sofreu muito nesse período?
Foi aprendizado...
Chorou muito?
Foi limpeza da alma...
Ficou com raiva das pessoas?
Foi para perdoá-las um dia...
Sentiu-se só por diversas vezes?
É porque você fechou as portas até para os anjos...
Acreditou que tudo estava perdido?
Era o início da sua melhora...
Pois é... 
Agora é hora de reiniciar...
De pensar na luz...
De encontrar prazer nas coisas mais simples de novo...
Que tal um novo emprego?
Um corte de cabelo arrojado... 
Diferente?
Um novo curso...
Ou aquele velho desejo de aprender a pintar... 
Desenhar...
Dominar o computador...
Ou qualquer outra coisa...
Olha quanto desafio...
Quanta coisa nova nesse mundão de meu Deus, o esperando.
Está se sentindo sozinho?
Besteira... 
Tem tanta gente que você afastou com o seu "período de isolamento"...
Tem tanta gente esperando apenas um sorriso seu para "chegar" perto de você. 
Quando nos trancamos na tristeza...
Nem nós mesmos nos suportamos...
Ficamos horríveis...
O mal humor vai comendo nosso fígado...
Até a boca fica amarga!
Recomeçar...
Hoje é um bom dia para começar novos desafios.
Onde você quer chegar?
Ir alto...
Sonhe alto...
Queira o melhor do melhor...
Queira coisas boas para a vida...
Pensando assim trazemos para nós aquilo que desejamos...
Se pensamos pequeno...
Coisas pequenas teremos...
Já se desejarmos fortemente o melhor e, principalmente, lutarmos pelo melhor, o melhor vai se instalar na nossa vida.
E é o hoje o dia da faxina mental...
Joga fora tudo que te prende ao passado...
Ao mundinho de coisas tristes...
Fotos...
Peças de roupa, papel de bala...
Ingressos de cinema, bilhete de viagens...
E toda aquela tranqueira que guardamos quando nos julgamos apaixonados...
Jogue tudo fora...
Mas, principalmente, esvazie seu coração...
Fique pronto para a vida...
Para um novo amor...
Lembre-se: somos apaixonáveis...
Somos sempre capazes de amar muitas e muitas vezes...
Afinal de contas...
Nós somos o "Amor"."
"Sou do tamanho daquilo que vejo e não do tamanho da minha altura".

(Carlos Drummond de Andrade)

Wish List

I wish I were strong.


I wish I were nice.


I wish I were a good company.


I wish you could count on me anytime you need.


I wish it were just a nightmare.


I wish I could wake up and see a different world.


I wish I could have a different life.

Sometimes I wish I weren't alone.


Sometimes I wish you were by my side.


Sometimes I wish I could have Friends, just like the ones on the show.


Sometimes I wish I could have just one real friend. Forever.


Sometimes I wish I didn't have wishes...They're only on my mind, and never gonna be real.

Why?

Who has never asked that?


Why?


Why is the sky blue?


Why are we here?


Why can't everybody live in peace?


Why can't I have people who care about me?


Why is life so difficult? 


Why can't I live where I want?


Why you didn't see you were important?


But, after all these "Whys", I have  some "Whens".


When will I understand my life?


When will I be great enough to change things that bother me?


When will I have the answers for all my questions?

Time for a BIG change!

Do you know when you think too much about something, but, suddenly you can clearly see what's going on?

Yeah, that's how I'm feeling now.

It seems that a huge light had appeared in the end of my tunnel. Like the blindfold had been taken off my eyes and I could see what I am doing about my life.

It was always like that, the same treatment, the same way to talk, the same "friend" people need...

Since when people have seen me as somebody? 

Since when I am important?

What this life for? I mean, what is my life for?

Does it really have to be like this? Is it always gonna be like this?

Honestly, if that's my mission here, in this world, I'm sorry, but I guess I'm givin' up....

FRIENDS

Do you know that person you wanna be most of your time?

That one who makes you laugh, or listens to you when you need to cry?

Maybe that person who just hold you when you need to feel protected, but don't need to say anything?

FRIEND. That's how we call this person. 

Happy is the person who have an honest friend, or a lot of them. 


But honestly, I don't need a thousand of friends. I just need one real, funny, boring, perfectionist, into fashion (or not), crazy and dramatic one.


I just need that one who can be there for me, 'cause I'm always gonna be there for him.

Fabs x Fabs

CHANGE!

That's the word I've been thinking about for the last eight months.

Who am I?

What am I doing about my life?

What is all that for?

I decided to be a little bit selfish. I decided to need nobody else but me.

I can make it happen. I can be the way I am, the way I like to be and I don't need people saying "do this" or "do that".

I need a chage. I deserve a change. Nothing last forever, my family, my friends, my job, nothing.

So, I'm so sorry for those ones who criticized me a lot, for those who complained about the way I acted, the way I talked, the way I used to be.

I'm sorry for not being a good friend, the perfect girlfriend, the example of daughter or sister....I'm not good enough. So do not miss me...

And, what is this about?

This is about me, about who I was, about who I liked to be, about who I made up now, about who you want me to be, about who I don't want, but I will learn how to be.