It's hard to understand how things go in our life. And it's sad when we have things differently from what we wanted.
When I care about somebody, for example, I don't wait for this person's caring about me. I just wish this person could be grateful for what I've done for her/him.
I guess I did too much, hoping that I could be a nice person who you could trust. I was obviously just another one who tried to be your friend and you didn't want to, though.
What should I do from now and on?
Give up on you?
Pretend that I don't care anymore and "don't" see when your not fine?
I don't know how to be this kind of friend. I just don't know how to be a "bitch" as friend.
But an honest friend is not what you want. You keep people who can bring some minutes of joy in your life, and I never did that.
I'm so sorry about it. I feel like I've lost you forever, and I can't control this pain in my heart.
But as you said, I'll have to deal with it...Even if it's not what I wanted.
God will be with you, and I guess it was the only way I found to say good bye.
It's hard to say, but it's time to say good bye.
You asked, you tried and you got it.
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